So much has changed in my life since I started writing this blog and it has made me hesitant to write much over the last year. While some things haven't changed, I am different. I am not going to live abroad any time soon. I am not a student anymore. I'm not currently pursuing work … Continue reading Blogging for Sanity Part II
Tag: Anxiety
Quarantine Week 1: Lessons Learned
Just over a week ago my job sent us home. No work, no traveling, and no gatherings for at least a month. At first I thought, okay I'm going to be optimistic and get all of these things done at home that I haven't had enough time for. I'm going to work on art every … Continue reading Quarantine Week 1: Lessons Learned
Working With Anxiety
Work can be a really great thing. It keeps you busy, earns you money, and sometimes it is even enjoyable. Unfortunately, I have learned that working while dealing with an anxiety disorder can be... tough. Anxiety is normal. But many people do not realize that extreme internal anxiety can have very physical reactions: HeadachesAches and … Continue reading Working With Anxiety
New Job Jitters
I recently started a new job as a bilingual instructional aide at a local elementary school. Basically my job includes making phone calls to Spanish speaking families, translating in the office at the beginning and the end of the school day, and teaching English learning students during the day. Honestly- this was not the kind … Continue reading New Job Jitters
A Troubled Christian Mind
Growing up with emotional troubles often made me feel like I did not fit well into the Christian mold and fold. However, looking back on it, it was not at all my religious beliefs that made life more difficult. My faith makes things easier. It gives me hope and helps me to feel close … Continue reading A Troubled Christian Mind
The Bad Days Make the Good Days Sweeter
I felt so good last week. For three days straight I was full of energy and feeling more positive than ever. I would go to work and school and then go home and do as much as I could. I painted, drew, planted, cleaned, shopped, cooked, and made lists. I felt like I had to … Continue reading The Bad Days Make the Good Days Sweeter
Keeping Busy for Peace of Mind
Honestly, I have been pretty moody this week. The days have felt like eternities. There was almost too much time to think. I often sat or laid down and said to myself that I wanted to do something, but I didn't know what to do. I have been trying to do something meaningful or fun … Continue reading Keeping Busy for Peace of Mind
